Like mentioned in my subject title, it is about learning when to voice out!
Lately, I've been really frustrated coz there were times I felt that I should have voiced out my feelings but I didn't coz of friendship.. But is it really worth it?

The Friday night before Ginger's BD chalet, I only slept 2hours coz I had too many things scheduled in line for me to do. On Sat morning, I went for my driving lesson, well.. I couldnt sell off the slot so die die must go. After driving, went to get some materials for Ginger's BD, then went town alone (just a note: we have 19 ppl sharing the presents, and I was the only available person to get it? well.. what are the odds) to get a Coach wristlet for her but I couldnt get one in the end.. Met Joanne in Bugis to get our Dnd costumes, and finally! went down to Ginger's chalet..

We were suppposed to be playing overnight MJ, I am totally prepared for it, and I thought to myself that finally I can have some fun, and a big BUT came along. Yes, we played but only half a round, where got ppl play half a round, win money then leave de, totally no manners.. I was freaking pissed but I didn't voice out, why? coz I didnt want to upset anyone, and it was darling Ginger's BD. I gave a pissed off face but seriously, under that situation, I could have done things much worst. Later, I called Chong and talked to him for awhile, he is the only person who understands me, I got emotional while talking and bleah bleah bleah...

So I didnt get my MJ, now I want my sleep, and thanks to my very smart undergraduate friends, I couldnt find a place to sleep. Coz! they were playing games and drinking in the bedroom, how nice, and on the bed! even nicer. By that time, I was just freaking pissed and tired to ask them to go somewhere else to play, I ended up finding myself on a chair in the living room but it was too cold, I couldnt get to sleep, chatted with SQ for a while. And finally, the very smart group of friends decided to stop playing and entered the living room just when I almost fell asleep on the chair. I got woken up by them, damn grumpy and freaking cold.. some of them came to 'talk' to me then I started to ask who is the freaking smart person who started drinking in the room, no answer of coz, all were high.. Tiankai asked me why there's a need for me to get so angry, if you're freaking reading this, here's your answer! Or if anyone read this, tell Tiankai my answer please..

My day got saved by Joanne, she found me a place to sleep on the bed and talked me into entering the room which is full of liquor smell.. She was really nice and patient (coz I kept refusing to enter the room), Ginger was too drunk, I wonder if she remembers anything, anyways, she also tried to get me into the room but by force haha! I felt really comforted at the moment, coz it felt like finally someone knew about my frustration.

Moral of the story: Some friends you should cherish and you know who they are in times of crisis =p I am pleased to have seen this through.. I know of someone who've understand this long time ago and I can understand why he said those things before.

Anyways, I patched back with Chong coz like I've mentioned before, he is the only person who really understands me =p I am glad I still have him to cushion my pain and frustration.

I think I am super inconsistent, sometimes blog alot then sometimes mia.. hehe and thats the case for Ginger too, her excuse was that she dont have photo to post. Think her blog is more like photo gallery rather than a blog haha! anyways, her blog/my photo gallery is missandhoney.livejournal.com

Today's class was from 830 to 230! 6hours back to back.. but at least I have the afternoon to slack and relax.. I think I am really down on luck today. 
1) I went to FAL with a purpose and that is to print my AB214 checklist, I ended up printing some other notes as well.. The freaking girl infront of my took my print out and it was the AB214 checklist, so I end up having my all notes except for the one which I really needed. I was freaking pissed to print it again.

2) The first thing I noticed when I am back at hall was that my freaking fav 10dollars slipper is freaking missing can.. how freaking pissed can I get.. and the worst thing is that I live on the freaking highest level in my hall so who would come and steal right? so freaking unlucky.. I checked my room, the toilet and my cupboards, but seriously la! who would be so freaking stupid to misplace her slippers right?

Later I am supposed to play MJ, how to win? so unlucky today.. sure lose till I drop!

But at least there's something to be happy about for the day, finish my ethics essay smoothly today and also AB214 presentation was pretty relaxing, my tutor seems cool! Tml is my free day so tonight would be damn relaxing for me, except for the selling tickets part coz I need to ensure that we can at least break even. Wilfred is helping me to get the alumni to confirm attendance for bash, I am really grateful. Thanks man.
Some of the dnd comm also went around selling tickets at 12mn last night, thanks to them as well!

Yesterday Ginger complaint that my blog got no pictures so I will be uploading some pic soon.. but I need to transfer them from my phone and I didn't bring the connector(or w/e its called). Camwhored yesterday in my room haha! Will upload the photos soon to intro my room as well =p

After months of anticipation for the reopening of school, its finally here..
I personally prefer school life than work life so was really forward to year 2 =p I've been a good girl so far into week 2 of year 2 sem 1.. attended all my classes and really paid attention, took down notes but I still failed to read the required readings before the seminar :( boohoo.. 

This week, I would be busy with my hall pageant, need to sell tix and I really hope we can sell all the tix.. Yesterday, Weisiang and myself did some promoting job around hall 12 and I believe today we would see some sale.. =p hehe! We would probably be hang around 60 benches then go door-to-door to sell the tix.. 

Got to finish my presentation outline and readings for tml's AB214 presentation and AA202 essay.. gonna be a busy night so dont think I can hang around to watch the pageant training. For now, I need to settle my lunch. Having McDonald's with darling ginger =p Then class from 230 till 630.. 1st IT lesson, looking forward to it haha!

Last week was NBS Foc, it was fun and more fun!!!
Got to know a whole new group of freshies that are super clubbers!!!
I was so shock when I heard that Pumba opened 2 bottles of Chivas.. lol, I think during my year, we only  opened 1 bottle.

The week after NBS Foc, its back to work for 4days and 1day of driving lesson.. it was a super good lesson! haha.. completed my U-turn and driving off from a slope. The instructor was really nice and gave me alot of insights about the test. He also commented that if I were his student, he would be very happy coz can relax in the car =p Such a boost of confidence for me and it got me sort of addicted to driving now. Can't wait till I complete my course so my mum would let me drive her car.. bleahz!

The coming week is hall camp and luckily I have one of Pumba freshies in my hall, Trevor! I can't imagine what it would be like without having any of my Pumba freshies around.. 
Venom is having a Phuture outing on wed night but I doubt I can make it coz I have a lil performance for the SP night so can't leave the camp..

After hall camp, its school! Finally its here.. I kinda miss the school days and I have a good feeling about year 2, fresh new beginning =p I think I like accountancy modules better than general business modules so year 1 kinda sucked for me haha.. For the first 2 weeks of school, I would probably be going home quite often coz need to chiong driving lessons. Test date is 23rd sept during my recess week =p all well planned out.. haha!


 
super artistic photo that shijin took during camp =p